1. |
Fountain Woe
04:10
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To spite what is true,
you hold on to you.
No secrets, they're all gone.
You vainly drown in what once used
to be beautiful.
The regrets that haunt you, too,
spring from deep - a fountain woe -
but it's not impossible to drink.
You endure every day
like any day, any way,
your ailments compound
until the weight of your mistakes
jolts you awake
and you feel it
turn into something new.
To heal, to delight,
to do what is right.
Insincerely held roles
to make your small world rotate.
But what is one to do
when there is a whole lifetime owed to you?
There it waits - a fountain woe -
and it's not impossible to drink.
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2. |
Rule of Silence
05:04
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When there's a buried thought
that starts to take form.
A shadow of a doubt
that needs to come out.
And you scream,
you scream it from the mountains.
Not a sound.
The rule of silence is this:
You give it your all
but there is no response.
What should be said aloud
still lingers in your heart.
Nature won't dignify
your words with a sound.
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3. |
Illuminate
04:59
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It weighs within
It made you sink
Speak words unseen
That feint relief
Illuminate
Undo this foul
Let us ruminate
Singing the praise
A cold embrace
The altarpiece
Yawns vacantly
You said you never meant it
(so do you mean it now?)
You said you never meant it
No one around
Doubt lies beyond
What's done is done
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4. |
As the Sun Sets
08:24
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Yearning for something -
(as the sun sets in the horizon)
Forced to stay here
on this barren shore in hiding.
Such indignity -
(as the sun sets in the horizon)
Dust is settling on
everything you were
and will be.
Waiting. Ailing.
Constant searing pain -
(as the sun sets in the horizon)
Convalescing
somewhere far away
from the light of day.
As the sun sets.
And what about your name -
(as the sun sets in the horizon)
Does it exist
even in your
loved ones' memories?
As the sun sets.
---
"The transmission we managed to capture was correct. Look, there it is!"
"It's a real spaceship..."
"Look, it's opening!"
"Greetings, fellow travelers."
"You do not belong here! The men of Earth want above all else peace!"
"Oh, so do we."
"Then... then what's the reason for all this?"
"We have come for you. Don't you see? We are going to take you home."
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5. |
Inner Circle
07:45
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They are gathered there
whereas I am gathered here.
Just a part of a crowd,
yet I stand alone.
They join their hands as one,
comfort in unison,
and heartbeats synchronize
to some common rhythm.
In their inner circle
I just don't belong.
Just being here feels
like there's something wrong.
Why am I so detached
from what's going on?
It makes me feel
like there is something wrong with me.
Still lingering around,
I try to play my part.
While they sway mesmerized,
I'm indecisive.
This is the hour of mistakes.
I find myself apart
from their warmth.
Hear something sinister
in their laugh.
Read something sinister
in their eyes.
A joyless communion
made out of lies.
Each time I pretend,
something of me dies.
They are gathered there
whereas I am gathered here.
Just a part of a crowd,
yet I stand alone.
I may wander around
but never stray too far.
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6. |
In Time...
10:24
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What once may have hurt...
It's in the past now.
For good.
(Ready to move on?)
Solemnly wait
for the pain to abate.
Process of time
scornful souls purifies.
All-binding force
closes up old wounds.
Yet do I even
have a choice?
All moves on. (Therefore...)
I've moved on.
(Have I?)
These are just moments
built out of sand.
They'll shift
once the tide returns again.
In time...
All of those old dreams
made out of air.
Left behind in the march
from foul to fair.
In time...
In time - all bonds will fray and disappear.
In time - there's nothing that will keep us here.
Curse or a blessing, I couldn't say.
Perhaps I'll find the words in time.
In time...
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7. |
Outro
01:35
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Errant Mind Finland
Formed in October 2021.
We play prog / doom metal.
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